Sweating days

It has been really hot these weeks, the weather is changing... and unpredictable. Poor grandma with her backache, the weather must be torturing her. (plus, this little rat here) sigh... its meaningless for my repetitive apology, even myself, went bored with it. I'm angry at myself, hate it, and for didn't making any changes and move.

I know, I'm taking the consequences now, signs of red light seen in my health. But nevermind, I accept it as the way it is. The suffer may grow after this, and I have no idea what will happen. Yet, I'm grateful for every comfortable second I have now. I just hope ah mah and ah yeh safe, happy and healthy always. It's like what I wish for earlier, all suffer and illness come to me, and leave all the good and nice thing to my grandparents. They already encountered a lot in raising me.

Dear big sky, I'm still thankful for the sunny days, which are good to dry up our laundry and convenient for those who on trip and went out jalan-jalan. It makes possible for gathering with friends, and maybe a safer drive. Yet, I love raining days too. It helps to clean our surrounding, as if buildings, shops ad houses aroud us need to bath. Also, not forgetting the most important greenery part of our environment, the trees and plants. And off course, it would be a great relief to my grandma after the big flush :)

感恩每一天。